= 颯鈴˙雪茄女良 =

Mmm......
although i need to practice my english,
i still don't know how to describe completely.
for me now,
i spend too much time at school,
and when i took a break,
i wouldn't want to do anything,
including listening wall street.
it's really bad.
my wall street deadline is almost near,
and i haven't finished my threshold 3.
Blythe told me that she thought that it depended on how much i've learned,
not just hurried to finish it.
but it is because she gets higher level and she almost finishes.
...... forget it.

the following is the subject.
there is one thing bothering me now,
but it shouldn't be.
i really don't know what happen to me.
i even can't talk about it to anyone,
because it is not allowed,
especially in here.
i'm so afraid that it would happen like before,
then i would be guilty.
but maybe i think too much,
i still so "young" that i can't analyze things to close to the truth.
i don't know.
only one thing i'm sure is that it will be clear soon.
maybe i should keep waiting and do nothing.
i still need to practice.